I am no longer who I was and it's not such a bad thing. I am no longer the person I was seven years ago, I am no longer the person I was two weeks ago. I am no longer the person I was twenty four hours ago and that's okay too because each day I am evolving.
I am evolving into the woman I want to be and as I grow I am shedding off all that was not me in the introspect of coming alive to the real me.
As I get older I evolve and the word security excites me much more than the word adventure. I am more excited now about a quiet evening at home than being the life of the party in some strange and distant land. This is not to say that I have lost my gregarious persona because deep inside I will always be like a most vehement flame on a cold winter day.
It's good to examine ones self and I have noticed how much I have grown these past few months. I now have a no nonsense attitude and I am no longer willing to play some silly games or waste my time on people and causes that I don't believe is worth my time. I am no longer willing to compromise myself and what I believe is best for me.
The one area that I have seen exponential growth in is my emotional life. I have come to realize that I don't need another person in my life to be happy or complete. I am just good all by myself. Years ago I desired to have someone to build with me to walk in purpose and carry the vision but now I am at a place in my life where I would like to walk the walk, talk the talk, build the vision as I see it and if another person comes into my life he comes.
I realize how much I have grown when the thought along with the Action of owning my own land, building my own house, pursuing the Kingdom, leaving a lasting legacy excites me more than the idea of travelling, getting married or watching a new movie.
How much have you grown?
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