Today marks two years since the Lord has called me into full-time ministry. Last year this time I was feeling very sad because I felt as though God had carried me into the wilderness to leave me. Looking back the truth be told God did lead me into the backside of the desert because that is a natural path on the journey to greatness. The sad part of it though is that some of the decisions that I made during that year caused me to stay in one particular season a little too long.
Today however I have a different perspective, I am at peace with the call of God on my life. I no longer miss putting on my clothes and going to a nine to five. I am working for God!! I am employed by him and I can faithfully say that he has never failed me yet. I am excited about my future and everything that God has in store for me. I will never run from anymore assignments and things that God has in store for me. Tomorrow I will be 26 years old, I am all woman and I am full of wisdom. On December 15,2016 I will officially be graduating from Bible College.
I am ready and open to receive all that God has for me. I am ready to possess the promise and receive all the fullness of those words which was prophesied over my life over two years ago. I will no longer and when I say no longer, I mean never. I will never shrink my dreams for anyone anymore. people either accept me for the leader and the woman God has called me to be or don't accept me at all. I will never play small or allow anyone to take anything God said I am suppose to have. Even if it means that I have to fight to possess my Canaan I will. I am very passionate when I say this because this is my promise to myself.
(Excerpt from the first book that I published November 9,2014)
I currently have a secular job but on the 8th of November, 2014 I shall resign for full time Ministry. This book is given as a gift at the start of my Ministry. I want to be transparent and I as share my life's story with you, it is my hope and prayer that you have been blessed reading it and also continually be blessed throughout your life.
I must confess that I am the type of person who loves to feel secure and I love to know what I am getting into before doing it. When The Lord showed me his purpose for my life at age fourteen, I was on fire and ready to take the world by storm. Truth is I knew nothing about Ministry back then. Since my return to the Lord, I have grown so much in the past two years and still I know there is so much to learn. At the start of the year, Prophetess, Pastor and Dr Latitia Mcpherson came to Montego Bay for a prophetic Conference and the very first day she saw me, she told me that the Lord said that I am one of them. So I was asked to come in early the following day so that I could pray with them before the arrival of the guests. As she ministered in the church that night, she said, "The Lord has called you to be a missionary and very soon you will be going into full time ministry. You won’t even have to worry about money because people are going to give you money and you are going to be a very wealthy woman". That night she prayed for me and asked God to give me a double portion of her anointing because I reminded her so much of herself as a young girl in ministry. The Holy Spirit in me confirmed that the prophetic word was true, but I was a bit puzzled because the Lord had promised to give me the nation or continent of Africa and I knew that I was called to be a pastor without a shadow of a doubt. I also knew that God had called me to write and that I would one day have a business.
It has also occurred to me that wherever I go, the Lord would have different speakers call me out and He would always confirm one of the different callings which He has put upon my life. I remember telling God that all I wanted was to be used by him. I told him that I don’t care if people thought I was crazy for as long as I’m being used by him, I would be okay with His Calling and leading. Sometimes my friends at school and even other men and women of God would often say that God has placed the mantle He placed upon Kathryn Kulhman upon my life and as usual I would just smile. I can also remember Prophet Enow from the Cameroon saying the same thing about the Kathryn Kulhman and Aimee simpleton McPherson mantles as he prayed for me on another time. He further said that I will write many books, heal the sick, and that I will one day be called a Doctor, which was all confirmation to previous words.