I WILL LOVE YOU
Written By Ann-Marie Graham.
I don't think you will ever understand
How much you have touched my life like no one else ever has. ...
With you I have no secrets
With you I can come just as I am.
With you I have no illness, no disease
I am just pure, whole and complete and I will Love you.
I don't think you really know just how much I trust you.
I wanna run to you when I am neat and I wanna run to you when I am weak.
You have always been there for me.
You have always been there for me but I just couldn't see.
I just couldn't see because I walked by sight and not by faith.
With you I am not inadequate
With you I am strong
You are who I'm not and I am who you are not and I will Love you.
At first I found it very hard to differentiate lust from love
Because to me love was empty promises, promises to love forever only to come short in the end.
To me Love was clouds without rain and smoke without fire.
At first I thought you didn't love, You couldn't love because you didn't come with clouds or smoke.
Oh no, not you my friend.
You came with eyes that care, a heart that never judge, a mind that is ready to learn and you walked with humility as your friend.
To me you have come with patience and I love you.
I am no longer who I was and it's not such a bad thing. I am no longer the person I was seven years ago, I am no longer the person I was two weeks ago. I am no longer the person I was twenty four hours ago and that's okay too because each day I am evolving.
I am evolving into the woman I want to be and as I grow I am shedding off all that was not me in the introspect of coming alive to the real me.
As I get older I evolve and the word security excites me much more than the word adventure. I am more excited now about a quiet evening at home than being the life of the party in some strange and distant land. This is not to say that I have lost my gregarious persona because deep inside I will always be like a most vehement flame on a cold winter day.
It's good to examine ones self and I have noticed how much I have grown these past few months. I now have a no nonsense attitude and I am no longer willing to play some silly games or waste my time on people and causes that I don't believe is worth my time. I am no longer willing to compromise myself and what I believe is best for me.
The one area that I have seen exponential growth in is my emotional life. I have come to realize that I don't need another person in my life to be happy or complete. I am just good all by myself. Years ago I desired to have someone to build with me to walk in purpose and carry the vision but now I am at a place in my life where I would like to walk the walk, talk the talk, build the vision as I see it and if another person comes into my life he comes.
I realize how much I have grown when the thought along with the Action of owning my own land, building my own house, pursuing the Kingdom, leaving a lasting legacy excites me more than the idea of travelling, getting married or watching a new movie.
How much have you grown?
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